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Re-visiting my blog..

Friday, June 29, 2007

Was reading through my old postings and realised I've said a lot of things. Let's see what I can say about them now..

In my first few postings in Feb06, I see my emotions going up and down.

I still do miss you Becky.. And I cried at office again.. I am missing someone else too.. Oh Becky! I've so much to tell you.. Where are you? Please come back to us.. Please...

And my cheesecakes, I can't do them now anymore.. Cos my blender is spoilt by me.. Overheat.. *Bleh!*

For the postings in Mar06, I saw my own testimonial to SWE for our Kenshu. Was the strings formed then already? I can't remember.. but the date really look suspicious..

And my driving licence.. Hmm.. I've passed the test for more than a year.. 7th Mar 2006.. Yet, I still have my P plate on my dad's car.. I drive so infrequently, that I haven't even drove independently yet.. Every driving experience I accumulated involved my dad sitting next to me still, and I CAN DUN TOUCH THE CAR FOR MORE THAN A MONTH!! Can you believe that? I can't myself..

I saw my dilema for Ideal Career Vs Kosenrufu..

The job situation is still the same.. Stonning for 3 weeks, and super busy for a few days.. I'll be going back to work tml (Saturday) and Sunday after rehearsal to finish up my closing stuffs. BUSY NOW!! I wonder how long more I can tolerate..

I love the people there, esp the 2 guys in my section whom I'm not in talking terms like-the-past with now.. Why? Cos I feel that they took me for granted, and think that I can serve them like kings.. No Way.. I don't want them to turn into that. Of course I don't not-talk-to-them or treat-them-like-invisible. It's just that I don't try to humour them, to make them happy, to be the clown and pamper them like what I did, overly, in past anymore.. They are old enough (one of them this year 30 LE!!) to know that they should be the ones doing it.. HALO!! They are guys ley!! Lidat how to get GF? Jialat..

I'm still in the dilema of the vocal lessons too.. I feel a little too old.. Layleng, whom I've known through my last Friday Rendezvous, told me, that cos the industry wants young people who are more of idol than power voice, it is not healthy that she still holds on to the album dream. She is in her late 30s already.. But she looks and behaves younger than her age.. Perhaps she's a Air Stewardess..

And my degree course.. Still not yet registered.. HaiZ.. I'm a bit worried about the working environment and my job scope outside of SIAEC Finance.. I love the environment and my colleagues A LOT OK? I want to study Coporate Communications.. But is this what I want to work as.. Will it have a lot of "entertainment" which require alcohol consumption (i don't take alcohol..), will the working hours be hay-wire (i need a 5-day work week job.. No Sats n Suns.. They are for Kosenrufu, for SNCO..), will I be able to cope with the colleagues and stress? ARGH!

Apr06 - Funerals, and procastinations.. I don't want to talk about it..

May06 saw the formation of Soka New Century Orchestra, and my trip to Switzerland, which I didn't complete the posts.. Wahaha.. And the extraction of my 2 lower tooths.. Boohoohoo.. *Cry*

For SNCO, things are a little different now.. I'm now playing the first instrument that I picked up since young - the VIOLIN. My clarinet is now inside my cupboard.. I do still play it at home sometimes, but it saddens me to see my skills deteriorating.. And playing the violin is stressful.. If u see the pix in my previous post with WL, you'll know why.. And I was all gittery.. 1st performance on violin with Orchestra is for the Head of State, Singapore, President Nathan.. Luckily I have ZY as my stand partner.. STEADY AR!! I'm so appreciative and thankful and grateful and pampered and honoured (and .. and .. and .. and many many more..) by your help and guidance and dedication and 细心-ness (and .. and .. and .. and many many more..) since the first day I became your stand partner.. I don't know how I could have coped without you.. Millions of Thanks is not even enough.. And I mean it..

I shan't say much about he Switzerland trip either.. Perhaps like what I've said, I didn't really remember and enjoy the trip, as it was a trip with my aunt, not my friends, or youngsters.. So bad of me..

And my extraction? I still have my 4 teeth with me.. A souvenir for the pain I endured..

And in both Jun06 and Aug06, I only had one posting each, and it speaks all.. and is still valid now.. Go and read it if you have the time..

Ok.. That's all for now.. Continue with my re-visitation the next time, if I have the time..

That's All For Now Folks!

LA~mour @ 9:29 PM