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Lending a helping hand..

Monday, September 18, 2006

I met a blind young Indian lady Hougang. She asked me for help to the taxi stand. I took her there and helped her catch a cab as well. The first taxi driver, knowing that I won't be following her, rejected her as his passenger, who wanted to go to Bukit Panjang. The second uncle stopped and helped her carry her heavy lugguage to the boot, while I led her to the door.

After leaving her to the taxis uncle, I couldn't help but think about what I just did. Why was she all alone there with a huge luggage and a foldable chair, wanting to go all the way to Bukit Panjang? Why aren't there anyone there with her? Is it safe for her to be alone with the taxi uncle, and yet can't see if he's going the correct way, or if he has any other intentions on her? Does she has enough money to pay the taxi uncle when she reach her destination? Will there be anyone fetching her at her destination? Or is she a cheat who will cheat the uncle of the taxi money? Why didn't I take down the taxi's car plate number?

Well, I don't know. I can't get any of the questions anwered now, unless (touchwood) it got into the newspapers. Hope that both of them are safe.

LA~mour @ 11:59 PM

Change? Me? For the worse? Or for the better?

Sunday, September 17, 2006

I thought I had
But I realise I couldn't
I thought I could
But I realise it couldn't

Had I let go?
Or could I let go?
Could I hold it back?
Or should I just let it
Flow down my face...

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Although today is a Sunday, I had woke up the same time that I do everyday. I was "forced" by Geraldine...

Today, I realise that I can't eat that much anymore. This was after having 2 pieces of chicken picnic ham with plain water for breakfast, 2 small cupcakes and a packet of Yeos soya drink for lunch at 3pm, 2 more pieces of the ham and a cup of oats drink for dinner at 9pm yesterday, and feeling real hungry this morning, but past my breakfast time and couldn't eat anymore when Geraldine had her breakfast, and had lunch at 11.30am as I felt so hungry, but ended up feeling puke-y when I only finished half the plate of my food. I couldn't finish my plate of Wan-Tan Mee during dinner at 7.30pm again.. Ate only half of it..

People who doesn't see me often tells me that I'm getting more and more skinny. Perhaps it because I "chopped" of my long hair. My hair was gone a month ago. People ask me "Why had you cut off your beautiful long hair?" and tell me "Hey, you look nice in this new short hair style." But I didn't plan for it to look nice on me. I just wanted to chop it of, after having it for 8 years. Most people who knows me must had thought that I had long hair all my life. But no. I had short hair all my life, that is until 8 years ago, when I was in Secondary 3.

So why did I chop it off? I told everyone that I suffered a very big blow, and thus chopped it off. But in fact, I had wanted to cut it off 2 years ago, even before I first reborned my hair. I just wanted to give myself a chance to try other things on my hair before I cut it off, to see if it suits me then. Another reason was that I wanted to start things all over again, from scratch, just like growing my hair, but found that my hair grows real fast, and I'll need to spend more money to trim them everytime. In the past, I had went to the hairdresser only once, or the most twice, a year only. I think by the next time that I'm hitting the salon, it'll be over my shoulders again..

But am I giving myself a chance in everything that I meet? Or am I just pushing myself to a deadlock, to a no-return road? More often recently, my tears had not been listening to me. What can I do to fight it back? What can I do fulfil my first wish on my wishlist?

LA~mour @ 11:09 PM

I'm Back!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Back? Back what? *puzzled*

Ok.. I'm back in action in blogging. I can't promise that I'll update frequently, but I'll try.

I've just got a new computer, or rather, a laptop. A Samsung Q35 laptop, at the price of $2010. Quite a good bargain huh? *nod head* I've bought this at the Comex Fair on 1 September 2006. It was stated at the brochure that it's usual price is $2699, and the show price was $2099 on the first day, with 512MB Ram. And on the second day, it's price dropped to $1999.

At first, I wanted a laptop with 1GB Ram, with Yvonne's help, she bargained to upgrade it to 1GB Ram at $10. Wow!

I've also bought a colour laser Printer, a Fuji Xerox C525A printer. With a free duplex worth $508!! Wow Wow!! It was just delivered to my home this evening, but haven't fix to the laptop cos I haven't found a place to put my printer..

The Comex Fair was held at the Expo from 31 August to 3 September 2006. And guess how many days I popped over at Expo? Haha.. You won't believe it. Yes! I was there everyday!! On the first day, I was there to see-see-look-look.. I took lots of brochures to compare the price and the specs. I went on the second day with the intention of conslt Yvonne on the specs of the laptop and printer, but ended up buying the laptop with Yvonne's superb bargaining skills. Hee.. The 3rd day, I went to place an order for the printer, while accompanying at aunt there. The last day, I accompanied my sister there, while she bought a BenQ LCD Monitor.. And the SD cards and thumb drives were so cheap, that you really cannot believe it!!

Ok, now that I'm all equipped, I can print what ever I need. Yeeay!

And by the way, if you turn up the volume of ur computer, you'll also find that I've changed the background music.. Yes..

So till the next post, cya..

LA~mour @ 10:00 PM