Just saw the TV programme 《爱要怎么说》. Really touched by the girl's bravery. Her name is Rachel. Michelle even cried when Rachel told the guy, whom she had been secretly admiring for 5 years long, that she love him.. Although the ending was not a perfect "I love you too" situation, and hopefully they'll be able to remain as great friends, I really hope that the ending would be otherwise.. I cried for her too.. and for myself...

My parents having been telling me about getting a boyfriend since the begining of the year. I do feel stressed at times, and get upset by the fact that i do not have one yet, and my sister's is already introduced to them. My mum keep telling me how most of my cousins, who are all older than me, the younger ones have had boyfriends years before the older ones found their husbands.

Oh well, I know, but it's been a dream since I was 12, to get married to someone whom I love, and loves me deeply too, and my target then was by the age of 24.. it's only a year from now, and I had not even had my first boyfriend..

As years goes by, expectations changes.. But it seemed like I didn't change. I still can't break my wall of defence. There isn't anyone who could break through it yet. There isn't anyone who I feel comfortable baring my hearts and soul to, to let him see the real me.. Maybe there is, but it's longer there anymore..

A round of applause for Rachel, for her bravery!!

the angel

# finance officer
# violinist
# clarinetist
# singer
# dancer
# bodhisattva of the earth

loves

# singing
# dancing
# music
# chocolate
# pink

wishes

# always be happy
# bring happiness to people
# to sing
# further education in communications

readings

# the alchemist
# the white russian
# falling leaves
# tuesdays with morrie
# the five people you meet in heaven
# for one more day
# the kite runner
# the little prince
# totto chan: the little girl at the window
# da vinci code
# digital fortress

fellow angels

*f.a.m.i.l.y*
:: mei.zi

*s.o.k.a*
:: alvin.khoo
:: huimin.loi
:: shuhui.tan

*t.p.s.d*
:: fabian.ng
:: jeraldine.tan
:: zhirhong.foo

*f.d*
:: boonhao.lim
:: future.division
:: jasmine.chew
:: joey.tay
:: yingqi.chen
:: yunting.chen

*s.n.c.o*
:: candy.chye
:: chelsea.ng
:: desmond.chew
:: guangyi.chua
:: jasmine.chye
:: kailing.shim
:: noven.chan
:: vanessa.lim
:: weili.liang

*f.r.i.e.n.d*
:: andre.hanz.lee

*s.t.o.r.e.s*
:: hampigal
:: pretty.pink.pink
:: the.sister.company
:: vogue.chamber

seeks

:: daisaku ikeda library
:: daisaku ikeda quotes
:: sgi
:: sgi experiences
:: ssa
:: ssa youths

past

:: February 2006
:: March 2006
:: April 2006
:: May 2006
:: June 2006
:: August 2006
:: September 2006
:: October 2006
:: November 2006
:: December 2006
:: January 2007
:: April 2007
:: May 2007
:: June 2007
:: July 2007
:: August 2007
:: September 2007
:: October 2007
:: November 2007