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Sick I am

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Ok, I'm sick.. I mean, I'm not that "sick", but sick as in ill.. didn't see the doctor though, but am still feeling googy.. the feeling of recovering, but not very much recovered..

Started having sore throat on Friday evening, after my dinner.. Thought it'll go away by gulping down lots of honey.. but then it still persisted till yesterday..

Yesterday was worse.. I felt feverish while I was at Vivien's place.. HaiZz.. At that point of time, I thought, "Ops, later I'm meeting Rachel, and will be having our Soka Women Glorious Victory Meeting. I'm the emcee, and there are more things for me to do.. I can't afford to be sick!!"

It's really mystical, that during the meeting, I felt my sore throat gone, and perhaps because I need to be at my highest life condition for the meeting, I didn't remember that I was sick. Haha.. At least the meeting was not spoilt because of me being ill..

But after the meeting, when I reached home, I was like dead log.. I felt my fever back, and went straight to sleep till this morning..

Am still feeling that my health is not at it's normal state, cos my mouth feels funny, my ears are blocked, my head feels a little heavy, my joints are a little numb..

And the sky looks as bad as yesterday.. I had planned to go for morning gongyo this morning, then shopping at bugis, then marina square, and to watch Hanz's competition for Chingay at Takashimaya, but am not sure if I could make it to that performance later or not..

Oh no! if it's going to rain, will it affect Hanz's competition?!? Sorry Hanz, if I can't turn up for your performance.. I very much want to watch you "live".. it's been 2 years since we last met up.. hope you are doing well..

Of course, to all my old friends, young friends, long time friends, new friends, I miss you all.. I'm not someone who puts feelings into words, but I want to say that I love every single one of you, and misses all of you.. Hope that all of you are doing much better than me.. :)

And thanks, Huimin, for your encouragement despite your busy schedule there. That's what I needed.

Do I sound depressed? As though I'm not getting any better and thus want to tell everyone how much I love you all? Nope, It's not because of this.. I had always wanted to say this to everyone personally, but the words just got stuck in my mouth, and it always couldn't come out..

But, I do think that I sound depressed..

LA~mour @ 12:26 PM